" Our Deepest Fear is not tht we are inadeq....BULLSHIT!!!

Our Deepest fear is tht our deepest fears become a most vivid reality!!

The only thing stronger than fear is hope and the worst feeling is having tht hope destroyed...That!...That is wat leads to the anger, the jealousy, the rage, the disappointment tht we feel and its why am feeling how i feel....I make alot of promises to myself nd i write them on this blog, but this is were it stops...i will do as i please and if it doesnt please me then it will cease to exist in my world.

Sigh....i dnt even knw how am feeling i just want to shut down and hibernate for a while
 I just wana get drunk and get high nd leave this place.....i really do