I forgot what i really wanted to tlk about tonight...i was super passionate about it yesterday bout i was too lazy to blog abt it...anywhoo i knw its about ma ex so am jus gona say wt happened between us, zn?
So a few days ago i realized he wasnt himself, zn! so i offered ma services nd recently i been txtin him more than usual until i realize he wud jus stop txtin in the middle of the convo or he'd give some meaningless reply like "kool." or "k". So one day we txting, ye...and it was going gud till he replied "kool." 
jus cold-turkey nd shit so i was like "k" I NEVER REPLY WITH JUST ONE LETTER...NEEEEVVVVVEEERRRRRR!!!! It felt extremely weird too cuz then the convo just died...anyway i sed to him (via txt of course) cud u please reply with sumn else other than "kool." cuz it makes the convo seem a bit awkward....no reply
so i say 'hello did u get my txt'....no reply
so i was like 'ugh...fine'
so u knw wat tht means nw....i will not b sticking my neck out for him agn PERIOD!
Listen am this type of person i give a million and one chances to the ppl i genuinely L-O-V-E and CARE for
....and he is one of them! and it alwys seems like the more i try to help him (and by him i mean every1 who has taken me for granted) is the more i feel like shit...so as of right now am NOT gona take tht anymore (ESPECIALLY FROM HIM) am tired of being nice nd being run over because of it.
....and he is one of them! and it alwys seems like the more i try to help him (and by him i mean every1 who has taken me for granted) is the more i feel like shit...so as of right now am NOT gona take tht anymore (ESPECIALLY FROM HIM) am tired of being nice nd being run over because of it.
Nxt thing i have a frend, ye...and she made a distasteful comment wen i came to visit her nd her frenz...no she and her bf are joined at the genitals 
so if u hurt one u hurt the other like some conjoined twin shizz...Now dnt get me wrong i have no problem with tht cuz wen u love sumbody u can neva get tired of being around or with them hence why they so inseprable...anyway i digress...i decided to hit up the ma frenz bf and i told him i missed him nd i loved him (in a brother-sister way of course) and tht am not made at him but at his girl...he however jus blew me off which was wat i expected cuz he is generally an asshole like his best frend who jus happens to b my ex...ye we kinda have the same circle of frenz so...
so if u hurt one u hurt the other like some conjoined twin shizz...Now dnt get me wrong i have no problem with tht cuz wen u love sumbody u can neva get tired of being around or with them hence why they so inseprable...anyway i digress...i decided to hit up the ma frenz bf and i told him i missed him nd i loved him (in a brother-sister way of course) and tht am not made at him but at his girl...he however jus blew me off which was wat i expected cuz he is generally an asshole like his best frend who jus happens to b my ex...ye we kinda have the same circle of frenz so...
ye! u get it! anywhoo tht jus took a shot to ma confidence. And wat ever lil kindness or hope i had at fixing the residue of a frendship tht we have ...is nw completely (at a risk of sounding cliche) Gone With The Wind...
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