Types of Relationships

" In a strong relationship, you should love your companion more than you need them." Steve Maraboli quotes

I have come to realize tht guys can like a girl want her to commit to him aka initial stages of a relationship but its NOT REALLY a relationship. Well its not wat i think a relationship is.
As in he wants all the exclusive shit but it excludes love and any real serious feelings and idk if its jus me being a typical female or me just being traditional but any relationship without REAL UNDYING UNCONDITIONAL LOVE is an empty relationship nd id pefer to b single.


In any case i guess its kinda tha holy grail of relationships for guys cuz u get all the gud stuff without all the drama cuz we knw love tends to complicate things and makes everything difficult to deal with. Well it seems ive found maself in an empty relationship but ironcically iam completely ok with it :D idk y....no i knw why....cuz it makes it ezier wen its time to break up and shit cuz its a knwn fact tht ntn lasts forever so it will make life less difficult wen its time fer me to split


and lets b honest i still love ma ex actually am in love with him...yes the asshole who i sed was no longer an asshole but unfortunately fer him he annoyed me tonight so he's back to being an asshole -_-  I cant nt love tha guy...he's everything i wanted in a man in regards to the way he treated me but the things tht ticked me off about him were just little things like him saying "clam down" or "chill out" wen i am calm but am jus annoyed (which happens very often with him). Even so our relationship is was wat i thought of wen i wanted to define a relationship but tht is a thing of the past (tht i secretly foretell will become a thing of the future...srry rugby dude)


In essence relationships vary, but i will say this if rugby dude strts treating me all romatic and sweet or strts being all lovey dovey then this might be one of those exceptions to tha rule 'nothing lasts forever'