LoVe?

So now tht all the hate is out i can tlk about all the good am feeling... -whew- this is some good shit.

Am not in love, and i think i love this guy...hmmmm...NAH! its too early to love this Rugby dude (thts wat we're calling him). Anyway lets get down to it there is alot of back story to this new found Rugby dude amo put tht on another page but wat u need to knw nw is tht...i think am "in Like"....lol ye...tht other four letter word.

I mean this dude sees the little things i do and he likes them, he makes me smile frm ear to ear and ever so loudly (so not lady like) and dear Lord his hugs make the world disappear, i float away into ma own lil world where its so safe, so peaceful so FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!! ma planet is built on this super strong foundation tht is his arms and then he makes this snoring sound and totally kills ma fairy tale hahaha but i like it cuz it means he's comfortable on me...right? i think so

And he been hurt a few good times too but he still opens up to me, making himself vulnerable and i see it and i try not to mess it up cuz lord knws i dnt wana loose him nor do i wana hurt him...in anyway...i jus wana make him happy :D lol....

This is how i am...i find a guy i like nd i go straight into 'make this guy happy' mode its kinda pathetic but idc nd Rugby dude deserves it.

>>>Vent>>>>>>Release>>>Breathe~~~~~~~~~~